Its pretty damn cool..

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..that I don't have a wife, don't have kids, I come, go, sleep, wake up and do as I please anytime, anywhere, anyhow, with whoever or whatever I want

That I give back to other traveling backpackers and give up my couch when its available. www.couchsurfing.org

When I fart and its a bomb I can smile cause I know no one can take credit for it haha

But right now, what I am loving the most is that the Quake series is all brand new to me again and that a pretty cool feeling.


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That sense of feeling loosening of those society obligations,
in reality for myself it`s just a couple hours escape from the truth and do my own things , creating a Quake2 map....actually, it's a hobby ..

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I've never really fit into society, especially all there mind trapping obligations, ..my personal journey in life has always been to have my existence speak for itself. Power for me comes from action with in.

I'm just really enjoying that the whole gaming thing is "new" to me again feeling, and yes like any other "hobby" of mine it has its rewards and pitfalls. I love the social aspect of the Quake scene and I enjoy nothing more then frrragg'n it out with someone in dm. I love it when someone totally just grinds me in the game and pushes and pushes untill I can feel that rage quit coming on LOL, Thats why I never complained about "cheaters" bots,pak hackers ect ect back in the day, to me there just offered a different challenge level. You don't walk in to a street fight thinking your not gonna get hit or the dude is gonna play fair. Taunt me till the cows come home, grind me in to ground, spawn frag me ect, BUT when I turn around a b*tch slap r#pe ur ass against the wall with a grenade and rail don't puss out. Face the rage quit and keep on playing thats how u earn my respect in the dm arena. 

On the mapping side of things, personally, I'm really excited to crack some down! I know I'm new and there's alot to learn, but, I look forward to the challenge/s and the feed back, be it constructive or just negative or way to go dude thats a sweet map. Was on  youtube today surfing some demo's of people playing and I couldn't believe how hacked out they had their maps, I get it though when it comes to fps. I was one of those, that didn't just play the fps game but also the map, I wanted to enjoy the work as I knew someone put some long hours in to creating it. I've always been a visual person and when I move in to a digital avatar the visual aspects are still very important to me. You can't hack "reality" if you can't see everything 

I've even thought about doing some coding, moding ect.. annnnnyhoooow I'm starting to babble on, time to wrap this up. 



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